One of the things I like about planting bulbs randomly in a garden bed is the excitement that comes when they start to bloom. I've long lost the picture showing me what they will look like, and have recycled the brain cells that would have remembered what I ordered. So they come up as a mystery and each bloom is a new surprise.
Some of the buds that have not yet opened appear to be white and yellow flowers. The image to the right doesn't show the delicate pink of the blossom.
The climbing rose bush I planted before I realized that the side yard would be completely shaded in the summer refuses to give up and is even putting out buds for flowers a little unexpectedly. I'm calling her Amazon Rose. I don't remember what color the blooms will be so it will be another surprise.
The cat reminds me of my Oreo, and makes me miss him. I suppose one day when Gracie has gone, I may get another tuxedo kitten to keep Lucy entertained. But I will have to see how the health issues play out.
One of the many odd health issue symptoms I've been having are ulcers on my tongue and throat which make talking very painful at times. Since my job entails me talking all day on the phone, it can be very exhausting at the end of ten hours. Currently I have a rather large ulcer on the left side of my tongue, which prefers that I do not talk (or eat), but silence isn't an option until Sunday at the earliest, and not eating is not an option. The doctor has tested them and is not sure what is causing them. The three blood tests done the last time I saw him were all to check for auto-immune/cancer issues. All three came back high, one extremely higher than the others. I had to wait for more comprehensive insurance to start at the beginning of this month before we can pursue other definitive tests, which will begin this coming Wednesday.
I'm just so tired.
Ill health (and particularly the mystery variety) IS tiring. And soul sucking.
ReplyDeleteI too turn to my garden for solace and respite.
Good luck. I hope you do get some answers. Soon.
I am choosing to be confident that no matter what the answers are, it will be for the best and I will deal with whatever it is. That said, I'm also choosing to be a DNR, no extreme measures type of patient. I want to be able to live, whatever time I have, on my terms and without feeling like the cure is worse than the disease.
DeleteYour garden is wonderful, and getting better each day, i would imagine.
ReplyDeletePraying for a solution to your medical woes, and an easy solution, too.