Thursday, August 28, 2025

the mentor

   As their journey continued, Thalion woke every day with a new story that Vondran had given him which he then shared with Lyri, Eldrin, and Kael.  Mile after mile, as they walked toward the horizon he told them of the heir's life and all the things that he had experienced or learned.  At some point, Thal realized that Vondran was mentoring him to become the king he hadn't been able to be when he was alive.  It was as if Vondran's consciousness was joining with Thalion's, but that wasn't something he shared with the others.

  One day he woke to tell them that they no longer needed to travel by night, that they had left the danger far enough behind them that they could continue walking in the daylight.  What he didn't tell them was that they were getting closer to their journey's end and they would need to be able to see distant landmarks and enemies.

  They spent that day foraging for food and supplies in the forest, which were much easier to see since they did not need to rush to be on their way as the moon rose.

  "You know, Thal," Eldrin began as the four sat relaxing on the edge of a small pond, "if I were a theorist who specialized in dreams, I would say that there is a great chance that some of yours have been more like nightmares lately.  Not only might you be having dreams that Vondran is giving you, but you might also be having just normal dreams of your own.  How can you tell them apart?  Do you ever feel like his thoughts and memories enhance your own?  Or is it more like an out-of-body experience where you enter his?"

  Thal looked at him and blinked several times.  "To be honest, I've never even thought of that.  It has happened so gradually that I think now many of my dreams before I first heard his voice in my head were actually things he was showing me.  Sometimes it's almost as if we are one in the same."

  Kael looked over at Thal, "Before I encountered the man and the gnolls, I would sometimes see myself through your eyes when I'd been rude or dishonest about something.  A part of me would want to take back whatever I'd said or done because I could see the hurt that I was causing.  But then I would just continue to do it.  It took me a while to realize that everything I decided not to change, I was actually choosing, and I began to dislike myself more and more every day.  I don't want to be that person anymore.  I want to be more like the three of you."

 [This is an ongoing chapter a week story that began with the first Words for Wednesday for 2025 on 1 January. I'm hoping to continue it through 31 December, the last Wednesday of the year. To start from the beginning, click on the Words for Wednesday 2025 label to the right and it will pull up all of the weekly posts, beginning with the most recent. To start from the beginning, continue to click "Older Posts" at the bottom of the page until you get to 1 January 2025, then click "Newer Posts" to read the next date. You can thank Blogger for the inability to list them by chronological order under the labels.]

This week's Words for Wednesday prompts can be found here.

Sunday, August 24, 2025

time flies ...

 More procrastination projects among other things ...

Rearranged the Hens & Chicks in the front garden to make room for some Sage.

Project on the way!  Super excited!

The Littles had their first shots!  They were "handsome," "adorable," and "petite."
Oliver weighs a full pound more than Calliope!

Charlie has been feeling out of sorts lately, so a vet visit for him also.  
This was his "sneak-up-from-behind" response test from their resident cat, Poppy.
He passed with flying colors.

Sibling snuggles.

Have a wonderful week ... Ci💚

Tuesday, August 19, 2025

choosing between wants and needs...

  [This is an ongoing chapter a week story that began with the first Words for Wednesday for 2025 on 1 January. I'm hoping to continue it through 31 December, the last Wednesday of the year. To start from the beginning, click on the Words for Wednesday 2025 label to the right and it will pull up all of the weekly posts, beginning with the most recent. To start from the beginning, continue to click "Older Posts" at the bottom of the page until you get to 1 January 2025, then click "Newer Posts" to read the next date. You can thank Blogger for the inability to list them by chronological order under the labels.]

  Vondran continued speaking to Thalion in his dreams, showing him bits and pieces of his life.

  "It was difficult for me at times having an absent father.  I envied my friends who had both parents and several siblings.  But I never gave any of them the satisfaction of seeing me grieve for what I didn't have.  I learned early on that it wasn't the combination of mothers and fathers, or siblings that made a happy or fun childhood.  It was what I chose to make it, what I chose to focus on.  When I wasted my day or night bemoaning what I lacked and wanted, it made it hard for what I needed to find me.

  "It is like shouting "Hello" on a mountain top and waiting for the echo to come back to you.  When you shout things that you regret, things you hate ... those are the things that come back to you tenfold.  But when you shout with joy and celebration all the good things that you do have, then those are the things will come back to you like that "Hello" echo and surround you one hundred times more than you can imagine.

  "Choosing to be happy doesn't make you exempt from things that can go wrong in life.  But when you find yourself between a rock and a hard place it can help you to knuckle down and overcome any sadness or regret.

  "As an only child of a single mother, I spent a lot of time with her and watched how she made choices between what she wanted and what we needed.  I was not long in the tooth before I realized that she had sacrificed a great deal to ensure that I would be safe and have a happy childhood.  

  "She was a beautiful woman, with straw yellow hair, and I'm sure she could have married again so that she would not have had to struggle so hard.  But she knew in her heart that one day I could be the true heir, and she did everything she could to ensure that when that time came, I would know what the people needed."

This week's Words for Wednesday prompts can be found here.

Monday, August 18, 2025

last week ...

Some of my procrastination projects from last week...
 My own interpretation of ghost painting...

Bookend projects, one down, still contemplating the second one.

Sweet Autumn Clematis ~ another invasive plant, but one that I will let stay.

This beautiful butterfly posed for the camera.

Newly found neighbor in my backyard.

Sibling snuggles.

Hope your weekend was a relaxing one ... Ci💚