Thursday, October 16, 2025
up before the sun...
Friday, October 10, 2025
this week...
...has been busy. But not as busy as the next few will be.
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Tuesday morning, I learned that my nephew Justin's remains had been found in Utah. Identification was confirmed with dental records, so he likely died in December 2023 not long after he went missing. It was not the outcome we had hoped for, but it at least gives closure to his family. His 38th birthday would have been Sunday, and his son just turned 14 in January this year.
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If you know someone living on the edge right now, please don't wait until they disappear to try and touch base with them. Reach out now. Ask how they are. Listen. Just listen.
Should'a, could'a, would'as are the worst part of hindsight.
With hugs and love... Ci💚
Thursday, October 9, 2025
not dead yet ....
Alexander was about to order room service at the latest luxury hotel he managed to find in his journey to find Kael and the other wood elves when he decided it was high time that he actually visited the three-star Michelin ranked restaurant in this particular hotel for a change. Room service was all well and good, but that night he was in high spirits and felt deserving of being served rather than serving himself.
As much as he put on airs to be some sort of well-educated aristocrat, Alexander's table manners were more similar to his gnoll heritage. Chewing with his mouth open, with food falling out, he was ignorant to the other guests of the restaurant nudging each other or requesting to be moved to another table away from him. The maître d'hôtel saw what was happening as guests would point to him or laugh on the side and watched like a hawk to be sure that none of his waiters were mocking Alexander.
It would be just like the inspectors who "dish out" the Michelin stars to put a honey bait of a repulsive diner to test the restaurant's staff into making a mistake that could cost them their ranking. Distracted by the sight of Alexander eating, he didn't see one of their wealthiest and most prestigious guests arrive with a companion on each arm, and six other notably famous friends. They stood silent, waiting for the maître d' to acknowledge them, before they saw what he was glowering at. Their eyes widened at the spectacle Alexander was making of his meal before their host for the evening loudly exclaimed that perhaps it was time they find a new place to eat if the restaurant had lowered its standards to allow pigs to dine.
The maître d' spun his head so quickly, they heard his neck crack, and he blushed a deep red, apologizing profusely for Alexander and offering to seat them in a private room. But the damage was done, and the nine were already out the door, with several of the women posting to social media their disgust and disappointment as his words fell in the air. This would be worse than an anonymous Michelin inspector, the maître d' thought as he tried to remember the last time he had to look for a job and whether or not his resume had been updated in the past two decades.
[This is an ongoing chapter a week story that began with the first Words for Wednesday for 2025 on 1 January. I'm hoping to continue it through 31 December, the last Wednesday of the year. To start from the beginning, click on the Words for Wednesday 2025 label to the right and it will pull up all of the weekly posts, beginning with the most recent. To start from the beginning, continue to click "Older Posts" at the bottom of the page until you get to 1 January 2025, then click "Newer Posts" to read the next date. You can thank Blogger for the inability to list them by chronological order under the labels.]
Sunday, October 5, 2025
sounds before morning coffee
background noise at the beginning of the clip is the hot water warming for my coffee.
Calliope has the tiniest little girl meow, while her brother Oliver has the deeper meow.
Lucy appears at the beginning of the clip in the background and is the angry hiss and spit in the middle of the clip.
last week...


Friday, October 3, 2025
morning...
Thursday, October 2, 2025
if I were a betting man...
Several days after their near encounter with the spotted black caped elves, Lyri noticed that Thalion had been especially quiet since leaving that part of the forest. Finding him at the edge of a creek while she was gathering wood for their evening fire, she sat beside him.
"Do you still hear Vondran's voice in your head or in your dreams?"
Thal continued looking at the water, watching tadpoles in the shallows. "No, and it is starting to worry me. What if all of it was just my imagination, and I've put our lives in danger?"
She put a hand on his arm to comfort him. "It hasn't been your imagination. Elder Elowin confirmed some of the things that he had told you before we left. You mustn't let doubt enter your thoughts, Thal. I know we've put a lot of pressure on you to lead us. Perhaps we should rest another day or two here."
Thal nodded, and Lyri left him to his thoughts and returned to where Eldrin and Kael were setting up makeshift lean-tos as they did every evening.
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While the elves were sleeping on the ground for their part of the journey, Alexander was choosing more modern amenities for his portion. Five-star hotels were far and few between, but he would rather not settle for less so long as he was still able to meet with the gnoll's Chieftan each evening before he slept.
Now, Alexander and the elves traveled by day and the gnoll's by night. In the beginning, he had kept the same schedule as the gnolls and traveled at night. But sleep evaded him during the day, and after a particularly bad case of influenza which took all of his physical strength and left him bedridden for a week, he realized that he could no longer drive at night. He may have had gnoll DNA, but his body and organs were weakly human.
His original anger and desire to destroy Kael and all the wood elves had manifested into a small, pea-sized bilirubin pigment stone, the color of pumpkin orange, in his gallbladder. For now, its presence was only an occasional twinge in his right side that went away after three or six shots of bourbon. But as the days passed without any sign of the elves, and Alexander's evening "nightcap" increasing in frequency during the day, there came another, as the original stone became larger.
There was now a race within Alexander's body that his mind was thus far unaware of. Would he die of an infection caused by the stones? Would he die of a heart attack from the stress of the journey? Or would the gnoll Chieftan finally have enough and make a meal of him?
The gnolls were already placing bids for his appendages, and bets for how much longer Alexander would live....
[This is an ongoing chapter a week story that began with the first Words for Wednesday for 2025 on 1 January. I'm hoping to continue it through 31 December, the last Wednesday of the year. To start from the beginning, click on the Words for Wednesday 2025 label to the right and it will pull up all of the weekly posts, beginning with the most recent. To start from the beginning, continue to click "Older Posts" at the bottom of the page until you get to 1 January 2025, then click "Newer Posts" to read the next date. You can thank Blogger for the inability to list them by chronological order under the labels.]